went out at 1pm . meeted puayleng & co.
went safra after that , slack at yishun park.
went home at 7pm .
lazy post the rest .
picture post tmr , lazy post .
FUCKLIE'S?!
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For each step I take
I will think of you
after all your just the dirt
grinding up in my shoe.
How much I hate you now
for all the things you done
for you could never know
because I hate you a ton.
You make my heart bleed
every time I see your face
and my fist tighten
when I think of this waste.
Rage fills my soul
every time I hear your name
anger fills my mind
knowing nothing can be the same.
I'm still building back up
after you tore off all ties
but I tell you it is for the better
because I'm sick of your stupid lies.
Pity yourself all you want
I don't care anymore
but I tell you time heals all wounds
and complaining is becoming a bore.
Your not fooling anyone
when you come to school with your stupid smile
we all can see you're faking
because time takes awhile.
Why do you expect everyone
to look at you as they walk by
your know different then anyone
this is something you don't understand why.
I am not stupid
so quit and leave me alone
quit calling me a stupid dog
and live your life on your own.
You are no part of me
your the one that broke all ties
I don't give a damn anymore
I'm sick of you keep saying your goodbyes.
Give up already
because you're really getting me pissed
I don't care what you think of me
so would you learn to let me be.
Stop calling me a dog behind my back
your just mad because I now don't want to be your friend
I didn't want to give up but you gave me no choice
so now I gave "the queen her highness" the end.
I'm sick of you
you hurt me more then you think I hurt you
stop blaming me for what has happened
because I'm sick of feeling this pain by the things you say and do.
Why do you even care
can't you just ignore
after all your the one that can't forgive
this is really becoming a bore.
Come up with something new
after all it will just be another lie
but at least you will have something else to do
besides always saying goodbye.
Blah blah
I don't care
will you please just end this now
because I'm sick of you saying I wasn't there.
Stop taking things out on me
this is something you could never see
its the truth though I tell you
so will you just let me be!! |
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- Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 9:37 PM
went out at 1pm . meeted puayleng & co.
went safra after that , slack at yishun park. went home at 7pm . lazy post the rest . picture post tmr , lazy post . |
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When out at 1 plus .
Headed to yishun park . Slack & when 4 plus . Michael came not long later. Went home at 7plus . btw , Happy birthday to yan zhen . hope ur wish all come true . |
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- Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 8:31 PM
Went down to 641 at 11am Slack at there , till around 3 plus. Went to meet weiting @ 778. Slack at there for a long time. Headed to safra , saw xiaoben . He got taiji with xiao wei , ending sua. Cos quan fu la , go help for nothing. Went back acrade play . Than went over to the rock climbing there. Smoke & etc , wen xuan ear bleed . Headed to 400 plus , home sweet home at 7pm |
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- Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 8:57 PM
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is it this day?? - @ 9:53 AM
27/11/09
3.00a.m ♥ (Aidel}♥{W??????) |
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- Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 9:35 PM
Nothing much to say .
All i can say is , i miss wei ting alot D: Hope she can come out find me alot . I miss her till the mazx . Fuck ! Its seems so long i havent been blogging. Sadded , sorry guys Have been long ages not been blogging . Now adays keep maple (: Haha , when safra today , slack . When back 641 , home sweet home at 6.30pm Byes . |
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As usual... - Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 11:54 PM
Went to blk 641 to slack as usual. But went there slack awhile then went to Antonia's blk downstair and slack awhile. After that, went back to 641 and slack. Saw Deidrie. Then she came towards me and ask me for the plastic bag. Hahs! Then sat down rest awhile. Then walk here and there. LOL. Then suddenly saw Deidrie cry. Should not say I saw. Is Shawn told me. Went to chase after her. She climb up the stairs. I followed. Suddenly I lost her. She climbed damn fast sio. Can't catch up. Then suddenly she ask Shawn to ask me go AJ Mart there. Then went there. Saw her. Then suddenly saw her run away. Don't know why. Followed her. Went up to 2nd floor. Look at her cry. Hahas! Kay larh. End here barh. Byes!
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- Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 8:18 PM
HAND PHONE LOST!!!!!MY LG VIEWTY -.-
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HAND PHONE LOST!!!!!MY LG VIEWTY -.-
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Move onn bah - @ 1:27 AM
I have shudder'd at it.
I shudder no more. I could be martyr'd for my religion Love is my religion And I could die for that. I could die for Her. Love is not childs play |
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hahaha miss me?? - @ 1:18 AM
Miss me i long time never post liao haha ^^.so today went 641 slack bah..Walan we take 21 umbrella sia..almost got cought....stupid jack than i jack restle ^^ so fun sia ...so bored lor RAINING SIA...somemore no cigerate ^^...Almost died.than came back talk to deidri in msn ..4awhile went down meet fwen..THAN CIGERATE!!! smoke finish liao than go bak home bah...talk back to deidri bah so sianz than she got to go ^^ hahah end lor Labels: boring |
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- Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 10:59 AM
AIDEL ! ~
Weiis ! Cheer up luh . Don't so shag kind leys . " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " Lalalala ~ i don't know what to post already. And guess who am ii ? ^^ Cecilia's here ! :D |
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End - Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 6:48 PM
Nth post liao................. Lets end this today............. And let my blog rot.............. |
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back to my own life - Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 12:22 PM
It ended on 121109,
i and her ended because she didn't like me she din't have feelings 4 me.i tried and tried.but i didn't win her.I'm sorry for everything.so today we ended.i just don feel right......a full stop is a full stop.i hope you find another guy. i will still remember u . THE END TEARS TEARS TEARS |
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sianz dat - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 9:23 PM
today woke up late around1.00.than nvr go meet them .than go play com until 1.30.go bath and go out .went to 641 than i called dingui ask him come .30min later they came.pei me.jack,mike don know go where.chat,chat smoke,smoke than andy came with shuting althese..than chat chat smoke smoke go 850 fetch cecilia.SHE KICK MY LEG VRY PAIN SIA . .tan leg almost broken LOL..than shuting send cecilia home.then when she com bak they all go north point .i went home end off the day zz
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MY FACE - Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 7:27 PM
today woke up early around 11.00.played computer until 11.30.dhan cecilia called me.she ask me come down.dhan i go bath than strait go 850 find cecilia and andy.we talk talk talk...dhan CECILIA "WIFEY" SLAP MY FACE FOR NOTHING..dhan i giv Wifey my barbel..dhan go 641 slaq for awhile..dhan go nortpoint buy barbell for my lip.dan went to 120 settle dai ji Girl wan again zzz..dhan settle liao come out another wan. dhen shuting msg my bibi she zzzz until bo batt! ...WA I HAVEN EAT SIA!!!!.....tan andy all sent me bak khatib go eat ^^ so good hahaha .tan end off the day
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I miss Her a Lot :( - Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 8:57 PM
Today i watch movie wit sharizal..astroboy!wa kana the movie very touching wan make me cry after watching wit my son.fatherly love~today hoping to see BiBi de wor but nv..then after watching go 641 saw vivian then after that saw michael,jackson and xiaowei lol~then play wit sharizal at playground wa shake,shake,SHAKE lol headpain cannot sleep..wa then play halfway peiting call me BiBi SMOKE~wa make me angry and tulan sia..so disapointed.then wa bad mood gone when jackson throw my and xiaowei shoes at rooftop at last we get back lol.then after chowliang come then we go 640 slack until at night lolx.actually nv smoke derhx lehx...wa then feel like dieing lorhx luckliy chowliang save my life help us buy,then think of BiBi..feel even more like smoking lorhx wa i smoke 7 sticks lolx xiaowei half stick wit me...then wa gt taiji the airport derhx then wa call ppl come down lolx 850 ppl come wa they scare then they sua the taiji but i think they wont derhx larhx lolx..the end of 9 november story~~
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8 november,Sunday - Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 7:24 PM
to day malboro gold 2morrow?? 2day woke up around 3.00pm.fckin slippy...tan go down meet vivian,jack,xiao wei,andy,vincent,sean and chaoliang...we went 2 641 slaq...tan jack go throw sean shoe on the roof vry funny cnt take bak.. tan jack go help sean take on the roof top..tan 5-6 we smoking tan the yesterday group of malays saw us..tan they say our problem with them haven swa...zz.tan we almost got into a fight AGAIN ..tan we cool down ...tan they say they wan talk 2 morrow 5.00pm.. tan we said ok lor tan 7.00!!! liao rush home with vincent ^^ .. Labels: a vry sian day |
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7november,Saturday - Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 7:32 PM
4 days has past..Early morning wake up first thing was thinking about her.today nv meet her so sianx,so i went to meet sean,dinggui,jackson,michael,xiaowei,michael stead lorhx.then wa kana sibei sianx go there nthing do so borrow michael stead psp play lorhx.WA very fun lehx play DJ MAX PORTABLE 2 wa then play untill very high lorhx haha..then we change position to 633 there slack then wa they went to race at yishun park so we wait at 633.then sean so good lend me 10$ buy viceroy.haha xiaowei also smoke sio..lolx then we go sharizal my son house downstair there slack then vivian and chowliang come meet us also.cheebye kana saw michelle face like wat sia..then saw two airport kia last time gt taiji then wa today settle.fker sia call me garanguni.then nearly kuipao them but then sian gtg go home..FK waste my time then xiaowei today sleep at my house then i call andy say he wan to whack liao!waiting for good news lolx..miss you bibi~~its been 4 days since we been together~ Labels: So sianz |
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6 november also - @ 11:07 AM
to day ice mint 2morrow??
to day so bored .....Heng 2 day my officer called me said im not goin BOis home ...BUT FUCK i got provation ZZZ...Bii don sad any more k i not goin Inn...No matter how far i am,i will always be close in ur heart.. Labels: I Love you BiBi |
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friday ,6 November 2009 - @ 10:35 AM
BLABLABLa .woke up - eat - open up computer - my phone rang - i pick it up - and i HALLO - he said HALLO - and he said IM WANTED BY POLICE!!!!!.OMFG.tan i faster go bath. tan go 850 meet andy and cecilia.tan sent cecilia for her SSP ,we went to 641. we saw juatling & Crysther. we were chating tan suddenly andy HP rang.it was vivian.She was sent to HQ....tan we all stun .Tan we went bak 2 school 2 fetch cecilia .Then we heard cecilia was release around 3.00 O'clock tan we were stun ann all just pray she never got caught.tan the security guard said 'CID CAR'..in our mind said DIE..tan we saw cecilia.we shout her name..ask her 2 come out tan she come out ..andy faster go find jiajian & vincent.Tan ME,JACKSON,DINGGUI,JUATLING,CRYSTHER,CECILIA,YANZHEN,VIVIAN WENT to xiao wei house find andy jiajian and vincent.tan we reach there liao they talking.andy and xiao wei...Tan i went 2 slip LOL.Tan BLABLABLA NVr eat LO tan went home..THE END
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- Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 9:37 PM
went out at 1pm . meeted puayleng & co.
went safra after that , slack at yishun park. went home at 7pm . lazy post the rest . picture post tmr , lazy post . |
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When out at 1 plus .
Headed to yishun park . Slack & when 4 plus . Michael came not long later. Went home at 7plus . btw , Happy birthday to yan zhen . hope ur wish all come true . |
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- Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 8:31 PM
Went down to 641 at 11am Slack at there , till around 3 plus. Went to meet weiting @ 778. Slack at there for a long time. Headed to safra , saw xiaoben . He got taiji with xiao wei , ending sua. Cos quan fu la , go help for nothing. Went back acrade play . Than went over to the rock climbing there. Smoke & etc , wen xuan ear bleed . Headed to 400 plus , home sweet home at 7pm |
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- Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 8:57 PM
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is it this day?? - @ 9:53 AM
27/11/09
3.00a.m ♥ (Aidel}♥{W??????) |
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- Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 9:35 PM
Nothing much to say .
All i can say is , i miss wei ting alot D: Hope she can come out find me alot . I miss her till the mazx . Fuck ! Its seems so long i havent been blogging. Sadded , sorry guys Have been long ages not been blogging . Now adays keep maple (: Haha , when safra today , slack . When back 641 , home sweet home at 6.30pm Byes . |
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As usual... - Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 11:54 PM
Went to blk 641 to slack as usual. But went there slack awhile then went to Antonia's blk downstair and slack awhile. After that, went back to 641 and slack. Saw Deidrie. Then she came towards me and ask me for the plastic bag. Hahs! Then sat down rest awhile. Then walk here and there. LOL. Then suddenly saw Deidrie cry. Should not say I saw. Is Shawn told me. Went to chase after her. She climb up the stairs. I followed. Suddenly I lost her. She climbed damn fast sio. Can't catch up. Then suddenly she ask Shawn to ask me go AJ Mart there. Then went there. Saw her. Then suddenly saw her run away. Don't know why. Followed her. Went up to 2nd floor. Look at her cry. Hahas! Kay larh. End here barh. Byes!
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- Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 8:18 PM
HAND PHONE LOST!!!!!MY LG VIEWTY -.-
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HAND PHONE LOST!!!!!MY LG VIEWTY -.-
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Move onn bah - @ 1:27 AM
I have shudder'd at it.
I shudder no more. I could be martyr'd for my religion Love is my religion And I could die for that. I could die for Her. Love is not childs play |
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hahaha miss me?? - @ 1:18 AM
Miss me i long time never post liao haha ^^.so today went 641 slack bah..Walan we take 21 umbrella sia..almost got cought....stupid jack than i jack restle ^^ so fun sia ...so bored lor RAINING SIA...somemore no cigerate ^^...Almost died.than came back talk to deidri in msn ..4awhile went down meet fwen..THAN CIGERATE!!! smoke finish liao than go bak home bah...talk back to deidri bah so sianz than she got to go ^^ hahah end lor Labels: boring |
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- Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 10:59 AM
AIDEL ! ~
Weiis ! Cheer up luh . Don't so shag kind leys . " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " Lalalala ~ i don't know what to post already. And guess who am ii ? ^^ Cecilia's here ! :D |
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End - Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 6:48 PM
Nth post liao................. Lets end this today............. And let my blog rot.............. |
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back to my own life - Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 12:22 PM
It ended on 121109,
i and her ended because she didn't like me she din't have feelings 4 me.i tried and tried.but i didn't win her.I'm sorry for everything.so today we ended.i just don feel right......a full stop is a full stop.i hope you find another guy. i will still remember u . THE END TEARS TEARS TEARS |
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sianz dat - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 9:23 PM
today woke up late around1.00.than nvr go meet them .than go play com until 1.30.go bath and go out .went to 641 than i called dingui ask him come .30min later they came.pei me.jack,mike don know go where.chat,chat smoke,smoke than andy came with shuting althese..than chat chat smoke smoke go 850 fetch cecilia.SHE KICK MY LEG VRY PAIN SIA . .tan leg almost broken LOL..than shuting send cecilia home.then when she com bak they all go north point .i went home end off the day zz
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MY FACE - Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 7:27 PM
today woke up early around 11.00.played computer until 11.30.dhan cecilia called me.she ask me come down.dhan i go bath than strait go 850 find cecilia and andy.we talk talk talk...dhan CECILIA "WIFEY" SLAP MY FACE FOR NOTHING..dhan i giv Wifey my barbel..dhan go 641 slaq for awhile..dhan go nortpoint buy barbell for my lip.dan went to 120 settle dai ji Girl wan again zzz..dhan settle liao come out another wan. dhen shuting msg my bibi she zzzz until bo batt! ...WA I HAVEN EAT SIA!!!!.....tan andy all sent me bak khatib go eat ^^ so good hahaha .tan end off the day
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I miss Her a Lot :( - Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 8:57 PM
Today i watch movie wit sharizal..astroboy!wa kana the movie very touching wan make me cry after watching wit my son.fatherly love~today hoping to see BiBi de wor but nv..then after watching go 641 saw vivian then after that saw michael,jackson and xiaowei lol~then play wit sharizal at playground wa shake,shake,SHAKE lol headpain cannot sleep..wa then play halfway peiting call me BiBi SMOKE~wa make me angry and tulan sia..so disapointed.then wa bad mood gone when jackson throw my and xiaowei shoes at rooftop at last we get back lol.then after chowliang come then we go 640 slack until at night lolx.actually nv smoke derhx lehx...wa then feel like dieing lorhx luckliy chowliang save my life help us buy,then think of BiBi..feel even more like smoking lorhx wa i smoke 7 sticks lolx xiaowei half stick wit me...then wa gt taiji the airport derhx then wa call ppl come down lolx 850 ppl come wa they scare then they sua the taiji but i think they wont derhx larhx lolx..the end of 9 november story~~
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8 november,Sunday - Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 7:24 PM
to day malboro gold 2morrow?? 2day woke up around 3.00pm.fckin slippy...tan go down meet vivian,jack,xiao wei,andy,vincent,sean and chaoliang...we went 2 641 slaq...tan jack go throw sean shoe on the roof vry funny cnt take bak.. tan jack go help sean take on the roof top..tan 5-6 we smoking tan the yesterday group of malays saw us..tan they say our problem with them haven swa...zz.tan we almost got into a fight AGAIN ..tan we cool down ...tan they say they wan talk 2 morrow 5.00pm.. tan we said ok lor tan 7.00!!! liao rush home with vincent ^^ .. Labels: a vry sian day |
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7november,Saturday - Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 7:32 PM
4 days has past..Early morning wake up first thing was thinking about her.today nv meet her so sianx,so i went to meet sean,dinggui,jackson,michael,xiaowei,michael stead lorhx.then wa kana sibei sianx go there nthing do so borrow michael stead psp play lorhx.WA very fun lehx play DJ MAX PORTABLE 2 wa then play untill very high lorhx haha..then we change position to 633 there slack then wa they went to race at yishun park so we wait at 633.then sean so good lend me 10$ buy viceroy.haha xiaowei also smoke sio..lolx then we go sharizal my son house downstair there slack then vivian and chowliang come meet us also.cheebye kana saw michelle face like wat sia..then saw two airport kia last time gt taiji then wa today settle.fker sia call me garanguni.then nearly kuipao them but then sian gtg go home..FK waste my time then xiaowei today sleep at my house then i call andy say he wan to whack liao!waiting for good news lolx..miss you bibi~~its been 4 days since we been together~ Labels: So sianz |
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6 november also - @ 11:07 AM
to day ice mint 2morrow??
to day so bored .....Heng 2 day my officer called me said im not goin BOis home ...BUT FUCK i got provation ZZZ...Bii don sad any more k i not goin Inn...No matter how far i am,i will always be close in ur heart.. Labels: I Love you BiBi |
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friday ,6 November 2009 - @ 10:35 AM
BLABLABLa .woke up - eat - open up computer - my phone rang - i pick it up - and i HALLO - he said HALLO - and he said IM WANTED BY POLICE!!!!!.OMFG.tan i faster go bath. tan go 850 meet andy and cecilia.tan sent cecilia for her SSP ,we went to 641. we saw juatling & Crysther. we were chating tan suddenly andy HP rang.it was vivian.She was sent to HQ....tan we all stun .Tan we went bak 2 school 2 fetch cecilia .Then we heard cecilia was release around 3.00 O'clock tan we were stun ann all just pray she never got caught.tan the security guard said 'CID CAR'..in our mind said DIE..tan we saw cecilia.we shout her name..ask her 2 come out tan she come out ..andy faster go find jiajian & vincent.Tan ME,JACKSON,DINGGUI,JUATLING,CRYSTHER,CECILIA,YANZHEN,VIVIAN WENT to xiao wei house find andy jiajian and vincent.tan we reach there liao they talking.andy and xiao wei...Tan i went 2 slip LOL.Tan BLABLABLA NVr eat LO tan went home..THE END
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